Pain, i live life in constant pain. Peripheral nueropathy in my hands & legs below the knees, let me say it is hell! Morpehene for the pain, antidepressants to help keep my mind in the right place, not that they always work :( for that matter neither do the pain meds. You may well ask how did i get to this state in the first place ?
Stupidity and marijuana!
Both led to uncontrolled diabetes, depression, obesity and a lust for doing as little as possible.
I need a walking stick for my right leg, have two heart conditions, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, severe pain & depression.
My wife tells me it is not my fault, my reply is ofcourse it is and no one will ever tell me otherwise. My stupidty for trying marijuana, which led to more than a 15 year addiction, during which time i didn't control my diabetes and the result is where i am in life right now....
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